When you look at writing, you can see the font, the script, the calligraphy. When you look at writing in a foreign language You can focus on the detailed aspects like an accent mark or an umlaut or tilde over a letter. When you know the language, you see something totally different, and process it with a whole different part of your brain. Yes, a completely different part of your brain. Certain words become ugly, annoying, gross, others become beautiful, happy, inspiring - not at all by the font or calligrapy, but by the words themselves. These same works in foreign language in a beautiful font and typset with a great layout could be absolutely beautiful and pleasing Seek with everything you have to get to this with physics, engineering, computers, math. See it with a different part of your brain. If your not seeing it with that part of your brain, you'll never get it. If you do see it with that part of your brain, you will get it and differentiate yourself, but it is all important. Can you see it with that part of your brain, or do you just have to be a genius? You absolutely, 100%, for sure can. Show me a person who was unable to learn english or their native language - yet I have never in all my years been able to learn a foreign language - was that because I was incapable, or just didn't use the correct part of my brain. Voltage is height Electric field is gravity Gravity points in a direction, the exact direction height is changing. Gravity does not point in a direction that height is not changing. Show me a person who doesn't know that even without thinking!!! Yet, this is EXACTLY the same as E = gradient of V. See this!! When you see a high voltage of 800V, get that same sense of thought as when someone mentions 10,000 feet. If you dropped a computer from this height it would accelerate all the way to the ground and smash into the ground. If you realeased a charge at a "height" of 800V, it would accelerate in the path that voltage is dropping all the way to 0V, and it would be being pulled just like the computer was being pulled by gravity. See other concepts - Capacitance is a pressurized tank you fill with a specific volume Inductance is a fly wheel with a specific mass (angular mass or moment of inertia)